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we're just protecting ourselves from ourselves

Paul and I did the "breaking up" thing last night. Agh. I give up. He feels like he's using me and I feel like he just gets my hopes up and lets me back down. I miss talking to him already. I hope we can still be friends. I just felt like I was turning into Frankie and he kept acting like he wanted a relationship and then telling me differently. It's for the best I guess. If we let things continue I would've fallen in love and he would not have returned my affections and I would be heartbroken later instead of just hurt now. Where are the decent ones?

posted by emma @ 6:03 PM