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Lots to tell, as usual. I'm going to visit the psycho on Sunday just to see my brothers. I promised Charlie we'd go for a bike ride. I don't know what to do with Abe. And I can't figure out how to do paragraphs, so just deal with the big huge block of writing. Mom drives me nuts and I hate her. Dad is a happy drunk who hasn't been drunk in a while. Sam's become an asshole, Grandpa is crazy, and Paul and PJ won't get me stoned. Grr. Amanda's gone nutty too. She's found herself a fuckbuddy. She convinced me to flirt with him online one night to mess with his head. The next day he im'ed me and continued to flirt (I didn't flirt back). She calls and says, "Emma are you going to fuck him or are you just playing along? It's mean of you to tease him like that". I wanted to hurt her. Sometimes, she's just,well,..... you get it. Sometimes everyone is just, well.... I hate everything.