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Bored and lonely

I hate sitting around on my ass doing nothing, especially when I've just had a crappy week and I have pretty new clothes to show off (to no one in particular, as I am a loser without anyone to be with). Amanda is off with her boyfriend for their 2 year anniversary and Paul is probably off fucking Sara (which bothers me because tuesday night he almost fucked me and now he's got a new girlfriend who is younger than I am and probably better-looking and more interesting with her video game obsession). I've sucessfully burned every other bridge except the one that connects me to Andrew, but I can't exactly start calling him when I get lonely considering I dumped him less than a week ago.
I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow. Tomorrow, I have to go to Drew's for his 19th birthday party. Not only am I not fond of parties, I'm not fond of anything that involves me, Paul, and Andrew together. This is made even worse by the fact that everyone has heard about my, ahem, indiscretions. Yay for being stupid enought to fuck things up so badly without even meaning to!

posted by emma @ 8:36 PM