*****

i'm a loser

So I'm sitting on my ass im-ing PJ. It's kinda fun, actually. We bitch about not having boyfriends or girlfriends. I told him about the Eryc thing and he seems totally for it, so let's hope tomorrow isn't as scary as my imagination is making it.

I tried to visit Ben, but he wasn't working. I miss Ben. I miss PJ too. And Cale. But I doubt I will see any of them anytime soon. Oh well. My adventure tomorrow should more than make up for it. I can't believe I'm so nervous. I wasn't like this on the day I met Andrew, nor was I like this on any other day because of any other guy.

I give up.

posted by emma @ 8:23 PM