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oh boy you are so pretty

oh man. neutral milk hotel again. <3. <3. <3.

so things are kind of blah. i have stuff that needs to be done like now but i'm obviously not doing it because blogging about nothing is better than doing homework and hiding evidence of illegal activities.

so i feel a little antisocial today, which ought to make work and rainbow alliance oodles of fun. i think much of this weekend will be spent vegging out in my room. people can come here if they want to see me. all i wanna do is work on papers and watch movies for hours on end. all my old friends are going to be home but they're all going to be busy so i'll just sit here. i'm not feeling bad for myself i promise. its a fact, and i accept it. in fact, i think being alone by choice will be an interesting experience. i spend most of my week alone which usually makes me feel really lonely. but then i didn't really see anyone apart from alex and greg and claire this weekend, which made me feel kind of lonely too. so i guess i should start enjoying my alone time.

so last night i talked to dylan and cale for a long time. i miss that dylan kid a lot. he's always been a good friend and i miss doing stuff with him. i miss cale too. its been too long since i've seen him. is anyone up for a road trip to madison? i'm not sure my car will make it, but we can try.
me: cale, if i mail myself to you, will you pay the postage?
cale: yes
me: good. expect me in 2-4 business days
cale: remember to punch airholes. the last time someone sent me a girl, they forgot to punch airholes. we buried her in the back yard next to fluffy and spike.

tonight i have to study for a psych exam that i have tomorrow. dr. z is truly evil giving an exam on the last day before break. but i can't study until after the meeting with the positive voice people for rainbow, which is after i work 3:30-6. and i have class today which i am not prepared for in the least. i don't know much right now. i'm tired. and crabby. but that's nothing new.

posted by emma @ 11:09 AM