*****

i love you more than anything in the world

i don't expect that will last. (Elvis Costello)


when did this happen to me? i used to believe in people and believe in love. now i hate happy couples. i don't want to see roses. wedding specials on tv make me ill. fuck love. anyone who thinks they're happy is just lying to themselves.

i went to the pool today. i am very sunburnt. my legs and shoulders are red like my cellphone. eek. i'm pretty sure i had some issues with being out in the heat too. wow. my life has hit an all-time low if babysitting is fun.

i miss the old me.

posted by emma @ 6:56 PM