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it's a million billion degrees outside

thank god for air conditioning.

so.... i really didn't want to put any of this in here, but i'm going to anyways because i need to say it to someone other than christi.
1. i've been thinking a lot lately abuot the whole breakup with greg and i think it's good that its over. now i can go find someone who isn't embarassed to be around me and will enjoy being with me. i loved him, but the more i think about things, the more i realized how much of myself i changed for him. i think i'm ready to move on. which brings me to #2...

2. i like a guy (christi you can stop laughing now). i'll call him ringo for the sake of this blog entry because i don't want to give myself away although i'm sure i have already. he's really nice, really funny, and really cute. he and i click, which is sorta nice and we have some things in common. he's also really good looking (i know i'm superficial, but i can't like a guy without being physically attracted to him). however, there are some issues. there is a significant age difference, although he looks about my age. and i have no idea what he thinks about me. at all. the first problem is only a problem if he actually likes me. but if he does like me, the first problem is a big problem from a legal standpoint. i really don't feel like going to prison. but again, getting way ahead of myself here.

ok so now that i've exposed that little secret, i'd like to ask any of you who happen to read this and figure out who i'm talking about to keep this to yourselves. i'm not sure if i'm going to do anything about all this so telling "ringo" about all this is a bad idea. i know that trying to keep a secret in a blog is kind of an oxymoron, but please?

posted by emma @ 3:47 PM