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spent the night lit listening to miles davis

I got my Miles Davis cd back from Paul. While we were retrieving it from the BIG house, we came across Harmony, who proceded to tell me all about how she came to teach at school with a hangover from "martini afternoon" and "marguarita night". Wow, the quality of public education.

I got a haircut today. Now I'm kinda cute.

I haven't had nearly as many anxiety attacks since I started Zoloft. However, my pupils seem to be dialated in that creepy, David Bowie sort of way permanently. I'm also incredibly wired. I can hardly sleep at night, but that doesn't really matter. I'm wide awake all day!

I'm getting pissed at Paul. He basically wants to fuck around and be able to come back to me. Not happening. Right now or never. He doesn't seem to understand that I'm not going to wait around forever and do his laundry and keep him happy just so he can lead me on. I'm not doing this to myself!

On that note, it's time to go boy shopping again...

posted by emma @ 8:34 PM