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i'm allergic to you.

So, I hung out with Paul today.... and now I'm sick. Again. Coincidence?
I don't know what to think anymore. He gets upset when he finds out I hang out with other guys and I'm not supposed to have a problem with the fact that he's leading me on. I'm about ready to kill him. Today, he's all like, on me. But I know he doesn't want a relationship. In fact, I'm pretty sure that the only reason he does things like asking me out is to ensure that I stay with him. That, or he really thinks that's the only reason I ended things with him before. I don't know anymore, I really don't.

My head feels like a gigantic cotton ball.

Last night, I had a Kaukauna adventure. We watched "Ghost Ship" and I ended up having an anxiety attack. Then, when I returned from the outside, where I went to recover, we watched the Ted Bundy story. Everyone thought it was pretty funny that I was freaking out. Eryc kept calling me Emmabean, which pisses me off. I know it's my screen name, but I don't go around calling him "mouthfullofpoyzon", now do I? I left early and came home. I then got bitched at by my father for no good reason. Then, I slept. This morning, I went to first care for the tingly hand problem, and they told me to go home and take advil. Well.... I give up.

*needs really strong decongestant and caffeine*

posted by emma @ 8:11 PM