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-i was getting bored with hurting myself-

So I've spent the last day listening to Alkaline Trio.

Anyways, I broke up with Paul last night. It's for good this time, I promise. Cale and I decided that it is time for me to stop hurting myself and pursue an actual relationship. So I have to talk to Eryc eventually, but I don't want to call because he doesn't pick up his damned phone anyways. I dunno.... I feel better, but I still can't help feeling like shit. Not only is this the second time I've gotten myself into such a situation in the past six months, it's the second time Paul has been involved in one of my colossal fuck-ups. Poor guy. I think it's time he takes a break from my dramas.

Grr. Alkaline Trio is burned into my brain. I can't get rid of it!

posted by emma @ 4:10 PM