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needgirlscoutcookies

My dad bought girl scout cookies. They're temporarily becoming comfort food and replacing my need for male companionship. The rest of this will be random lonely bitching Cale-style.
I need a guy who:
1. will not be afraid to be who he is, even if that contrasts with who I am. I don't want a guy who will pretend to agree with me so that we won't argue.
2. is not afraid of me. A guy who would be comfortable holding hands with me while I skip down the street. I know it's silly, but so am I and any guy I'm with needs to be comfortable with that.
3. will challenge what I believe in. Smart guys are definately cool and guys who will challenge why I think the way I do are definetely attractive.
4. can understand where I'm coming from on certain subjects and not press the matter. Not that I expect a guy to change himself for me, but I won't do certain things and prefer to not be around it.

I'm just really lonely. I haven't had a proper boyfriend since before July and I just miss being in love. It's not fun to be the only one who can't find a guy. The only guys that like me are the ones I don't like, and everytime I find a guy I like something happens and I end up alone. Is it that hard to find a guy? Seriously, what am I doing wrong?

posted by emma @ 10:02 PM