Monday, February 19, 2007

brand new emma

so once again i am happy. it took a long time and a handfull of pills a day, but i'm finally doing good again. the last few weeks, i have felt more like myself than i have at any point since i started college. i am happy with who i am and where i am in life, which is quite an accomplishment for me.

on top of all the great personal discoveries, i met someone. his name is matt, and i absolutely adore him. i've only known him for a week, but the time i spend with him makes all the shit i went through to get to this place totally worth it. i love him and i'm not afraid or ashamed to say it, even though it may seem foolish to say such a thing about someone i've known for such a short time. sometimes things like this just make sense, and he feels the same way. we are so lucky to have found each other. i know i'm making you puke, but it's true.

everything makes sense again, and i've never felt better.

Friday, February 02, 2007

i'm the birthday princess!

at work today sharen made me a lemon cake with lemon filling and jonna the drug rep brought caramel apple cider. i got to wear a tiara and i have a happy birthday sign above my desk. sharen bought me lunch too. its been a nice day so far.

tonight i'm going to dinner with my dad and then we're gonna rent a movie and chill at my apartment. tomorrow i get to drink and watch movies with the joshie and get my birthday present, which i think is a rainbow hat of some kind. then i'll spend sunday watching tv all hungover at my dad's house.

all hail the birthday princess!

p.s. i guess i'm a grownup now, huh? damn.