*****

you look so good in blue

so yeah i need to stop being such an emo kid. even though singing fallout boy with alex in the back of joe's le baron was a good time.

i want to shower. dammit.

work sucks. school sucks. i'm about to swan dive off the edge of sanity. i need to quit the caf but i can't because i need the money. fuck. i'm gonna fail miserably. the use lauren's analogy, the little boat on my door that has my name on it is going to burst into flames and sink. maybe, just maybe, if i'm lucky, i'll be able to salvage a piece of the ship to float on for a little while.

and now for the happy stuff.... sleeping with guy is very nice and very comforting. rainbow alliance is going to start soon at snc. classes might get a little easier. i'm going back to the apartment after i go back to the dorm and get showering supplies. my car is running again.

and now for the not so happy stuff.... i'm missing money. it was all the money i had for the next two weeks and now it's gone. i need gas and my money has disappeared. seriously. it was in my purse and now its gone.


oh well. maybe i'll just listen to more music and go to sleep and forget all about it.

posted by emma @ 10:23 AM