Saturday, September 25, 2004

so, yeah....

It's been a long time since I last posted. This was brought to my attention by my friend PJ, who happened upon my blog one day last week. So I decided to post again. Well, things are still weird with certain friends of mine. But oh well. It's pretty apparent they're gonna stay that way for a while. I miss my best friend, but she doesn't seem to notice as she's busy playing college girl at Eau Claire. I miss talking every morning to Cale. I miss when things weren't weird with Paul. Most of all, I miss having people there for me. Lately, it seems like nobody gives a shit unless they need something from me. For example, right now I am sick. In fact, yesterday I went to first care and got tested for mono and strep. Both are negative, but I still feel sick. I'm stuck sitting at my house and whenever I call someone just to hear a voice that doesn't belong to Dad or Grandpa, he or she is busy and has to go right away. This is more than slightly infuriating (mostly because I'm sick and I get emotional when ill) because two of these people call me up all the time wanting something, whether it be money for laundry or help with ex-boyfriends. I give up.